It seems I don’t have an “attitude”, i.e. I am incapable of
being indifferent to people who have broken away from me and moved on in life.
I don’t understand how do I develop this trait anyways this dog is now quit old
to learn new tricks. Although it is surprising there are many friends and
relatives towards whom I have been a bit indifferent or rather I am less in
touch with although they would not mind me being in touch with them or
interacting with them and trust me its not because of any ego problem, its just
that I think a lot of times I am so engrossed in thinking about people who have
absolutely no practical utility in my life that I ignore who actually matter
like one of my cousins just passed a month back, and I have yet not called her
mom who happens to be my aunt. Trust me I feel guilty about it everyday, and I
do think of calling her up but I am kind of scared as what am I supposed to say
in this situation. Boy, am I socially challenged?
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